“The Wrong Man”: Dorothy B. Hughes, The Expendable Man

hughes-1Another car would have come along, a family car for which she had said she was waiting, or even another man, a white man. Most travelers, like most men, were intrinsically decent. The end result for Iris would have been the same, cruelly the same. But he needn’t have been involved. He was the wrong man to have played Samaritan, and he’d known it, known it there on the road and in every irreversible moment since.

By the time I finished The Expendable Man, I was pretty sure I wanted to include it in the reading list for my survey course on mystery fiction next time around, probably in place of Walter Mosley’s Devil In A Blue Dress. It’s not that I think it’s better than Devil, but I’ve assigned Devil so often I would like to take a break from it, and Hughes’s novel deals with some very similar thematic issues. Both are astute and thought-provoking variations on noir conventions; both use specific individual crimes as devices for examining much bigger questions about social justice and especially about, as the NYRB cover text puts it, “the greatest of all American crimes.” The Expendable Man is also really gripping reading: its first chapter especially is an absolute masterclass in atmospheric unease. My profound relief when Hugh finally rid himself of Iris was  compromised only by knowing that of course this was not really going to be the end of it for him—and by knowing already what the narrative itself so coyly withholds for as long as it can, which is that Hugh is a Black man in a racist world, and so he is never really going to be either free or safe.

hughes-2There are many interesting aspects of the investigation that unfolds as Hugh (with painful inevitability) ends up the prime suspect in Iris’s death. I haven’t spent enough time with the novel at this point to be sure what to make of all of them, but one thing I’ll want to think more about is Ellen’s role, which doesn’t fit any of the usual restrictive hard-boiled parts for women to play. It seems tied to the novel’s attention to class, which, as Mosley notes in his Afterword to the NYRB edition, does not protect Hugh the way he hopes it will: his education and career path, his family’s money and social standing—none of it insulates him from hatred or suspicion. But Ellen’s money and connections are sources of strength, as is her prompt and unequivocal commitment to being on Hugh’s side. If Iris can be seen as a version of the damsel-in-distress turned femme fatale (intentionally or not), Ellen is an ally and partner for Hugh, one who refuses to sit on the sidelines while an injustice is perpetrated. There are other details worth considering about who helps Hugh and who doesn’t, too, including the white lawyer whose motives are primarily political, rather than principled.

The aspect of the novel that I liked the least was its vilification of abortion providers. At least on this first read, I didn’t get any sense that Hugh considers reproductive rights worth defending. What sympathy he feels towards Iris is about her as a murder victim – which is related, of course, to her abortion, but I didn’t pick up any compassion for the secrecy and the risk specific to it, any sense that if only she could get a safe and legal abortion she would have been less vulnerable to other kinds of predation. And Doc Jopher comes across as wholly repugnant, including to Hugh, who reflects with disgust that whatever sentence he serves, he’ll be back before long “to carry on with his butcher’s business.” I don’t think this matters to my interest in assigning the novel: books don’t have to align with my politics to be worth discussing, that’s for sure – otherwise I couldn’t possibly assign The Big Sleep, which I find both misogynistic and homophobic. It’s also possible there are details that would complicate or even change my reading of Hughes’s novel as aggressively anti-abortion (not just grim about its realities at the time). I’d be interested to know what other readers of the novel think about this element of the novel. Does it just seem “of its time”? (And yet, of course, abortion rights were not universally condemned in 1963, so even if so, that’s a particular stance to take on an ongoing controversy.) If I keep Sara Paretsky’s Indemnity Only on the list, there would be an immediate contrast with V. I. Warshawski’s friend Lotty Herschel, whose commitment to providing safe abortions (even when they were illegal) is part of that novel’s feminist framing.

hughes-3The thing that does make me hesitate is the oddity (arguably) of assigning a novel that is fundamentally about race, and that is told from the point of view of a Black man—but which is written by a white woman. “A white woman writing of a young black man’s problems with the law was a certain kind of gamble,” Mosley comments in his Afterword—but Mosley himself doesn’t seem to consider it problematic, moving immediately on to remark Hughes’s general interest in writing “from perspectives far from her own.” It is clear from the afterword that Mosley greatly admires Hughes in general and The Expendable Man in particular. What kind of representation is more important, in a class like mine that tries to show the range of uses to which the forms of detective fiction have been put since its emergence as a distinct form? It seems as if Mosley would consider it most important to address “the darker reality” (as he puts it) that lies behind more “glittering versions of American life.”  Presumably he thinks the gamble paid off for Hughes because the result was a very good novel.

This Term (and My Classes)

cassatThis term is the first one since I began posting about ‘this week in my classes’ in 2007 that I haven’t posted at all about my classes. What’s up with that, you might wonder? Well, more likely you hadn’t noticed or wondered, but I’ve certainly been aware of it and pondering what, if anything, to do about it.

There is at least one very dull pragmatic reason why I haven’t been blogging very often, about anything: along with my chronic shoulder pain, which (despite my best efforts to address it through ergonomic adjustments and to improve it through physiotherapy) persists and is notably exacerbated by computer use, particularly lots of mousing, I have also developed lower back pain that is also clearly related to sitting at my desk. I am working on solutions for this, but in the meantime I have been trying to spend less time at my computer. That said, one of the odd features of my back pain is that it gets better when I’m very absorbed in something. To me, this suggests that posture and ergonomics are only part of the picture and that stress may be another part of it. Often, for me, it’s precisely blogging that has this distracting effect—mysteriously (ha!) it doesn’t work out that way when I’m grading online exams or wrangling Brightspace settings. So there are definitely other factors at play in my blogging slump.

millonflossIt certainly isn’t anything to do with this term’s classes. At least from my perspective, both of them—Mystery & Detective Fiction and The Victorian ‘Woman Question’—have gone very well. Of course there have been the occasional sessions that dragged a bit, and we had an unusually high number of snow days that created a lot of logistical headaches, but in general discussion was both substantive and lively. I continue to try to wean myself from my lecture notes. This gets easier and easier in the mystery class, as I am pretty confident now both about how I want to frame the course and readings in terms of ‘big picture’ issues and about the specific readings. (I mix in new options quite regularly, because for various reasons I have been teaching the course basically every year for ages, so this definitely keeps it fresh and interesting for me: I just finished reading Dorothy B. Hughes’s The Expendable Man and I’m 90% certain I’m putting it on the reading list for next year, for one!) The ‘woman question’ class is a seminar, so I don’t lecture there anyway; I so looked forward to our class meetings all term, both because the readings are all favorites of mine and because we always had such good conversations about them. The only slight exception was with the excerpts from Aurora Leigh, from which I learned both that assigning excerpts is a bad idea (something I already believed but overrode, for practical reasons)—when it comes to long texts, do or do not, there is no try!—and that narrative poetry is hard, or at least it takes a different kind of preparation and attention than fiction, and that if I’m going to assign any of Aurora Leigh I need to take that into account.

Anyway, it’s true that these are courses I have taught and thus blogged about with some regularity, but that doesn’t usually stop me from reporting back and reflecting on how things are going. To the contrary, really, as I still believe what I said after my first year of blogging about my teaching, which is that

taking this extra step each week not only helped me identify the purpose, or, if writing retrospectively, the result of each class, but it made each week more interesting by giving me an opportunity to make connections or articulate puzzles or just express pleasure and appreciation in ways that went beyond what I had time for in class

I have become a better teacher because I kept this up: I learned so much from it, about myself, about teaching, and also about the subjects I teach, from writing to contemporary fiction.

succulentSo what’s my problem this term? I think it is rooted in my uncertainty about how to address some big changes that have taken place in my personal life. When I wrote up my year-end post for Novel Readings in December, I remarked that the last months of 2023 were particularly frantic, “about which more, perhaps, some other time,” I said then. Novel Readings has never been—or at least has never been intended as—a really confessional or intimate blog, though over the years I have certainly written about some personal things. The most personal it got was in the immediate aftermath of Owen’s death: I felt compelled, in ways I still can’t really understand, to write about it, maybe because finding words for what had happened and what I was feeling seemed essential to coping with it, to giving that experience a shape that I could live with. (I have since read a lot about the importance to trauma recovery of developing a “bearable narrative,” which seems on point, if not altogether sufficient to what I was and often still am seeking when I try to find words to express my grief.) I was always very conscious, though, that I didn’t have the right to speak for other people or to violate other people’s privacy, including Owen’s, in those posts. In a more general way, I would say that the value of Novel Readings to me, and also of all social media, lies in its authenticity: I don’t have to reveal everything about myself and my life, but what I do talk about should (I believe) honestly reflect who I am and what is going on with me, if only so that any interactions I have with other people are similarly authentic and thus meaningful. Yes, we all “curate” our social media presence—and a blog is essentially long-form social media, right?—but then, we do the same IRL, picking and choosing what we share, and the relationships that matter the most are the ones in which we are most fully ourselves.

Smith BeautifulIn my current circumstances, this principle, if that’s what it is, runs up against the principle that I shouldn’t talk about other people’s business here: it feels wrong not to acknowledge that my life has changed significantly, but I have felt—rightly, I think—constrained from going into any detail that might cross the line, which has also meant I have felt constrained from talking about some of my recent reading as frankly and completely as I would have liked to, because I couldn’t address how something like, say, Maggie Smith’s You Could Make This Place Beautiful resonates, or doesn’t, with my new circumstances—which, in a nutshell, are that my husband and I separated shortly before Christmas and I have since moved into my own apartment. The first part of this term, then, was a chaotic combination of “downsizing” (and what a euphemism that is for the hard physical and emotional labor of clearing out a house you’ve lived in for over 20 years!), packing, and moving, all while also, of course, carrying on with my classes and other work. Even setting aside the inhibitions I felt about breaking this news or integrating it into any reflections on my reading and teaching, no wonder I didn’t have much time or energy for ‘extras’ like blogging, right?

divorceObviously I have reached a point at which it seems fine and reasonable to say what has been going on, though I don’t expect I will ever consider Novel Readings an appropriate place to talk about how or why things have unfolded in this way, or even how I feel about it all! That’s nobody’s business but ours, by which I mean mine and my (truly excellent) therapist’s. 😉 Seriously, though, I do believe we bring our whole selves to our reading, so what I want to work on is how to acknowledge how my new reality sometimes does affect my engagement with books. I can say already that nothing about Diane Johnson’s Le Divorce, which I just read for my book club, seems relevant or resonant at all in that way (though I did enjoy it on its own terms)—though there were moments in The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith that definitely struck a chord.

Sorry if this seems like a long way around to nothing in particular. Writing is thinking, or so those of us for whom words really matter usually believe, and I guess I needed to figure some things out—while also (I hope) breaking the habit of not writing here as fully and frankly as I can. With the term now wrapping up, I am looking forward to turning my attention back to some larger projects I was making decent headway on last summer, before things went . . . the way they went! And I am planning to get back into the blogging habit, because I enjoy it and it is good for me in so many ways, including but not exclusively as a writer. A new chair, some exercise classes, and perhaps (sigh) more physiotherapy will hopefully resolve the physical obstacles, leaving only the psychological ones to be overcome. In the meantime, I still have exams and final essays coming in, so if Novel Readings stays a bit quiet for a while, that will be why.

“To Stand Still Awhile”: Patrick Bringley, All the Beauty in the World

bringley1After college, for a period of two years and eight months, the “real world” became a room at Beth Israel Hospital and Tom’s one-bedroom apartment in Queens. Never mind that I was starting out at a glamorous job in a midtown skyscraper; it was these quieter spaces that taught me about beauty, grace, and loss—and, I suspected, about the meaning of art.

When in June of 2008, Tom died, I applied for the most straightforward job I could think of in the most beautiful place I knew. This time, I arrive at the Met with no thought of moving forward. My heart is full, my heart is breaking, and I badly want to stand still awhile.

The “glamorous job” Patrick Bringley turned his back on was at the New Yorker; the job he took after his brother Tom’s death was as a guard at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, a job he held for a decade. Reading All the Beauty in the World, his moving, meditative, wide-ranging reflections on his experience standing for thousands of hours among some of the world’s greatest treasures, I wondered if he always had it in the back of his mind that there would be a book in it someday. It’s hard to imagine anyone both literary and ambitious enough to work at the New Yorker not having that thought! This was not in any way a cynical notion on my part; if anything, I feel lucky that, with whatever long-term intentions, Bringley clearly thought and wrote down enough during his time in the museum that I could now read about it and be guided by him towards insights into what art can mean and do for us if we just stand still long enough to let it.

One of Bringley’s central insights is that art’s power comes from what it shows us about the most commonplace, and thus most human, parts of life. “Much of the greatest art,” he observes,

seeks to remind us of the obvious. This is real, is all it says. Take the time to stop and imagine more fully the things you already know. Today my apprehension of the awesome reality of suffering might be as crisp and clear as Daddi’s great painting.* But we forget these things. They become less vivid. We have to return as we do to paintings, and face them again.Daddi

It isn’t always suffering and death that art invites us to stand and face. One of Bringley’s favorite paintings is Pieter Bruegel’s The Harvesters, which shows, in the foreground, a little group of peasants on their lunch break:

Looking at Bruegel’s masterpiece I sometimes think: here is a painting of literally the most common thing on earth. Most people have been farmers. Most of these have been peasants. Most lives have been labor and hardship punctuated by rest and the enjoyment of others. It is a scene that must have been so familiar to Pieter Bruegel it took an effort to notice it. But he did notice it. And he situated this little, sacred, ragtag group at the fore of his vast, outspreading world.

“I am sometimes not sure,” Bringley adds, “which is the more remarkable: that life lives up to great paintings, or that great paintings live up to life.”

templeThe individual sections of All the Beauty in the World are organized, more or less, around Bringley’s assignments to particular rooms or wings or exhibits; the larger framing is his gradual reconciliation, if that’s the right word, with the “real world” outside the museum as he learns to live with Tom’s loss. Both the people he works with (who come from all parts of the world and all have their own stories about how they came to be standing guard over Van Gogh’s Irises or the tomb of Perneb) and the people he encounters as visitors all play a part in this emotional journey, but it is the art that matters the most, in ways that are better suited to samples than summaries. Here, for instance, is Bringley’s description of a silk scroll hand-painted by Guo Xi, a “Northern Song Dynasty” master:

Ink on silk is an unforgiving medium; there are no do-overs; he couldn’t rub out and paint over his mistakes as the old masters could do with oils. My eyes can trace every stroke Guo made in AD 1080. No part of his artistry is hidden from me, nothing submerged under overlapping layers. According to Guo’s son, the master’s regular practice was to meditate several hours, then wash his hands and execute a painting as if with a single sweep of his arm . . . What this picture has afforded for a thousand years it affords today. My eyes travel the same old routes, past the fishermen in their small, still boats, the bare autumnal trees, the peddlers and their pack mule, the rock croppings, the stooped old men ascending a hill, and into the mountains shrouded in mist. It is achingly beautiful . . . I am happy to be inside this picture, so clearly a melding of nature and the artist’s mind. Guo himself feels like my intimate . . . Guo

Here he is being won over, after long skepticism about the Impressionists, to the magic of Monet’s Vétheuil in Summer:

I see a village and a river and the village’s reflection suspended in river water, only in Monet’s world there is no such thing as sunlight really, just color. Monet has spread around the sunlight color, like the goodly maker of his little universe. He has spread it, splashed it, and affixed it to the canvas with such mastery that I can’t put an end to its ceaseless shimmering. I look at the picture a long time, and it only grows more abundant; it won’t conclude.

Monet, I realize, has painted that aspect of the world that can’t be domesticated by vision—what Emerson called the “flash and sparkle” of it, in this case a million dappled reflections rocking and melting in the waves . . . Monet’s picture brings to mind one of those rarer moments where every particle of what we apprehend matters—the breeze matters, the chirping of birds matters, the nonsense a child babbles matters—and you can adore the wholeness, or even the holiness, of that moment.

With regret, I have left out some parts of this passage, because it is quite long, but I loved every word of it. One more, from Bringley’s encounter with a “nkisi, or power figure, made by the Songye people of what is today the Democratic Republic of the Congo”:

Above all, I can see the extraordinary geometry the wood-carver achieved in his effort to make the nkisi supernatural. This artist faced a tremendous formal challenge, I realize. Unlike Guo’s scroll or Monet’s painting, his sculpture wasn’t an imitation or a depiction of anything else. It wasn’t meant to look like a divine being; it was the divine being and, as such, had to appear as though it existed across a chasm from ordinary human efforts. It had to look a bit like a newborn baby looks . . . a new, miraculous, self-insistent whole.

. . . More than just dazzled, I am moved. With its eyes softly shut, the nkisi has a powerful air of inwardness, as though summoning the will to take on perilous forces closing in on it . . . it had to be this magnificent to push back.

There is much more, ranging across the breadth of the museum’s collections. Although I learned a lot from Bringley’s explanations of specific artefacts, they are (almost) beside the point, as these examples show: the interest and impact of the book comes mostly from his personal interactions—emotional and intellectual—with the works of art. It is an idiosyncratic kind of art appreciation, perhaps, though well-informed (he has done his research, in and out of the museum) and open-minded, but I think Bringley would argue that this is also the best kind.

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As the years pass, all this time spend standing still gradually brings Bringley back in touch with the movement of life itself. “Grief,” he aptly observes,

is among other things a loss of rhythm. You lose someone, it puts a hole in your life and for a time you huddle down in that hole. In coming to the Met, I saw an opportunity to conflate my hole with a grand cathedral, to linger in a place that seemed untouched by the rhythms of the everyday. But those rhythms have found me again, and their invitations are alluring. It turns out I don’t wish to stay quiet and lonesome forever.

One sign of his revitalization is, paradoxically, that art begins to lose its hold on him. Looking at a painting of a mother and child by Mary Cassatt, he is overcome with its beauty: “for the first time in a long time, I simply adore.” He is saddened by his realization that this total absorption in a work of art has become less frequent for him:

Strangely, I think I am grieving for the end of my acute grief. The loss that made a hole at the center of my life is less on my mind than sundry concerns that have filled the hole in. And I suppose that is right and natural, but it’s hard to accept.”

All grievers probably recognize this reluctance to admit that time simply will not stand still with you and your sorrow (I’m reminded yet again of Denise Riley—”The dead slip away, as we realize that we have unwillingly left them behind us in their timelessness—this second, now final, loss”). Life is movement, and most of us step back into the current again at some point, changed but persisting. “Sometimes,” Bringley concludes,

life can be about simplicity and stillness, in the vein of a watchful guard amid shimmering works of art. But it is also about the head-down work of living and struggling and growing and creating.

bringley2And so he leaves this job too. From now on when he returns to the museum it will be as a visitor, just another person stepping inside for a moment to be reminded of the obvious, and to be reassured

that some things aren’t transitory at all but rather remain beautiful, true, majestic, sad, or joyful over many lifetimes—and here is the proof, painted in oils, carved in marble, stitched into quilts.

How I wish I could walk out the door right now and take him up on his closing advice about the best time to visit (“come in the morning . . . when the museum is quietest”). I used to visit the Met regularly myself: as a graduate student at Cornell, I took advantage of my (relative) proximity to the city to get season tickets to the Metropolitan Opera (a dream come true for a long-time listener to their Saturday afternoon broadcasts) and as often as I could, I worked in a museum visit as well. There is never enough time to take in everything you want to see—Bringley had a decade, thousands of hours, and will still be going back, after all! I often feel, in art galleries, that I never know enough to get the most out of them, but Bringley has not just inspired me but given me new confidence. “You’re qualified to weigh in on the biggest questions artworks raise,” he says in his closing peroration:

So under the cover of no one hearing your thoughts, think brave thoughts, searching thoughts, painful thoughts, and maybe foolish thoughts, not to arrive at right answers but to better understand the human mind and heart as you put both to use.

I like that idea of how to be in a museum—and I loved this book.


*You can find links to all the works Bringley references here. Some of them, for copyright reasons, can’t be downloaded, which is why my inserted images (all public domain) don’t 100% correspond to the examples I’ve quoted from the book.

“A Creepy Story”: Denise Mina, The Long Drop

Mina1Everything goes back to normal. Peter Manuel becomes a scary story people tell each other. Just a story. Just a creepy story about a serial killer.

One of the recurrent themes in the course I teach on detective fiction is what it means to turn violent crime into entertainment. This comes up most explicitly in our classes on the ‘cozy,’ because that’s where the transformation of a horrific event into a kind of parlor game is most conspicuous and, potentially, the most jarring. In my lectures on fiction of the “Golden Age,” I quote the critic Julian Symons, who noted that “something has been lost to achieve this rational perfection … the sense that the author has any feeling for the people in the story”; when we move on to hard-boiled detective fiction, we consider Raymond Chandler’s critique of puzzle mysteries in his famous essay “The Simple Art of Murder,” in which he derides their artifice (“they do not really come off intellectually as problems, and they do not come off artistically as fiction”) and praises Dashiell Hammett for giving murder “back to the kind of people that commit it for reasons, not just to provide a corpse.”

Of course, the hard-boiled writers were also writing to entertain (and to sell), and it isn’t necessarily taking the high ground to declare that in your kind of books, crime is as ugly as it is in real life. It isn’t necessarily the case, either, that all Golden Age fiction trivializes its crimes. Poirot certainly takes the murder—and the murderer—of Roger Ackroyd seriously, even if it is disconcerting to see everyone (including him) bustle around chattering about chairs and windows and timetables as if there’s nothing particularly shocking about the dead body in the room with them.ackroyd

During our discussion of Ackroyd last week, one of my students asked, in this context, if at some point we were going to be talking about true crime. The short answer was no: no example is assigned to anchor our discussion, for one thing, and also it’s a course on detective fiction specifically. But it is something that I have thought about myself more than once recently, especially because I usually start the term by asking students to share their own experiences with crime fiction as a genre and increasingly many of them mention their interest in true crime podcasts as their starting point. I know, too, that there are books that challenge the line between fiction and non-fiction in ways that could prove really fascinating for us to talk about in class. Truman Capote called In Cold Blood a “non-fiction novel,” to cite probably the most famous example, but there are also plenty of novels that are based either directly or implicitly on actual cases—including, of course, The Moonstone, which has some ‘ripped from the headlines’ elements.

staircaseOne reason that to date I have not pursued this idea is that true crime, as a genre, makes me uneasy, squeamish, even—ethically, but also more literally. My experience with it is limited and mostly from television, where, for example, I have watched both the TV serial and the documentary The Staircase, as well as both The People vs O. J. Simpson and O. J.: Made in America — and also one season of Netflix’s Making a Murderer. If you can criticize made-up crime fiction for treating imaginary violent deaths as good subjects for an evening’s entertainment, how much worse is it to take the suffering and brutality and tragedy of actual murders and engage us with it in the spirit of a whodunit? Obviously, in both cases everything depends on the treatment: plenty of detective fiction does a lot more than offer us a puzzle, and I’m sure it is possible for true crime writing (or podcasting or dramatizations) to avoid the pitfalls of sensationalism, speculation, and grisly voyeurism. But it can’t help but be a grim kind of reading, writing, watching or thinking, and for my own forays into the already unhappy territory of murder I have just always relied, however naively, on the insulation that seemed to be provided, morally and imaginatively, by knowing that none of what I was reading about ever actually happened to anyone real.

My student’s question got me thinking again, though, about one of the novels that had come to my attention the last time I contemplated incorporating some true crime into my course: Denise Mina’s 2017 novel The Long Drop. I had gone so far as to take it out from the library once before but ended up returning it unread. Then last week I listened to an interview with Mina about it that renewed my interest and overcame some of my initial hesitations. I appreciated especially the ways Mina herself talked about genre, and also the deep sadness she said she felt for everyone involved in the terrible story her book is about. So yesterday I went back to the library to sign it out again, and I finished reading it this morning.Mina2

I’ll say right away that I don’t think I would ever assign The Long Drop. It’s just too grim, and too graphic. Students in a course on crime fiction have to be prepared for some tough material, but The Long Drop tells the story of serial rapist and killer Peter Manuel, and it gives quite a lot of detail about his crimes. I don’t think it’s “coddling” the students not to require them to dwell on this kind of thing, and frankly, I wouldn’t want to have to reread or close read this book either. I don’t think the detail Mina provides is gratuitous or sensationalized: I would describe her approach as unsparing. She’s not going to look past (or let us look past) how bad these crimes were, which seems right and also, perhaps unexpectedly, respectful. One of the most important and moving moments in the novel is when the father of one of Manuel’s victims testifies about his daughter’s death. He hates having to expose Isabelle, and his own grief, to the prurient curiosity of the people in the courtroom, but he feels it is his duty, and so he answers the lawyer’s questions about the terrible night that she disappeared, and the even more terrible day that her body is found. When he is done and is allowed to leave the courtroom,

Mr. Cooke feels no better. He wonders where the sense of finality is. He is as bereft as he was before but now he feels his sorrow exposed for the entertainment of the public. His loss will be written about in the papers tomorrow, read about on buses by people who don’t much care about Isabelle. People who don’t really care are watching him now from the balcony seats. He wonders bitterly if they found his loss entertaining.

Then he looks up and sees a woman among the spectators who is “weeping openly.” Her tears bring him no comfort: “His unique desolation was all he had left of his Isabelle. Now the crying woman has taken that as well.”

For me, this moment was a clear provocation for us to think about Mina’s own project. Is it possible to tell the story of Peter Manuel’s crimes in a way that doesn’t take anything more away from its victims, that doesn’t itself cause fresh harm? Is there a way for us to read about the case that is neither uncaring nor, like the weeping woman, intrusive? It isn’t our loss, after all; it isn’t our daughter. What right do we have to want to know all of this?

mindhunterMina talks in the interview about people’s fascination with serial killers (a point that reminds me of another ‘true crime’ series I’ve seen, “Mindhunter”—which itself walks a fine line in its treatment of its subjects) and notes that people usually want to see them as anomalous. The version of Manuel that her book gives us is hardly “normal,” but at the same time there’s something small, petty, even pathetic about him, rather than monstrous. He represents himself at the trial and one factor in his favor, we’re told, is that

he is charged with horrific crimes but is just standing there, with legs and hair and a jacket on, speaking, doing normal human things. He couldn’t have done those awful things, could he?

He is, however, a terrible liar, and his summing up is full of missteps and contradictions and obvious untruths. “The jury hate him,” Mina says,

not just because he has killed lots of people, but for telling them such a stupid story. A bad story is annoying but a very bad story is insulting. Does he think they are stupid? Is he stupid? He clearly isn’t stupid. He is very something but they don’t know what it is. There’s something really wrong with him.

By the end of his statement, “everyone in the court wants him dead.”

The Long Drop alternates between its recounting of the trial, based very carefully on research and transcripts, and Mina’s imaginative reconstruction of one of the most mysterious parts of the case: a meeting between Manuel and William Watt, whose wife and daughter were among Manuel’s victims. Watt was initially a prime suspect in the deaths of his family; desperate to clear his name, he offers money for information, and (inexplicably) Manuel reaches out. The two men spent an entire night out on the town together, but nobody knows what they actually said or did. This part of the novel, then, is purely fiction, though anchored in what bits of information Mina could find. I understand the temptation, for a novelist, to fill in this massive gap, but there’s something destabilizing about the result: the novel is a strange hybrid text that both does and doesn’t (because it can’t) tell a true story. I’m not objecting to Mina’s method: in fact, I’d enjoy talking with my class about how far it differs from what we see in other more straightforward crime fiction, in which the need to create a compelling narrative out of the evidence is often a central theme. That material evidence alone does not tell us what happened is a pivotal point in The Moonstone, and the resolution of The Hound of the Baskervilles also relies on assumptions and suppositions as much as on things that are known for sure.Mina3

In these respects The Long Drop would fit well into the course as I already teach it, and it would definitely provide a thoughtful and thought-provoking example of one author’s approach to the ethical challenges of writing and reading true crime. It’s also a book that, like others we read in the course, challenges us to consider the relationship between what is legal and what is right. The “long drop” is the special method of hanging used in Scotland at the time (Mina tells us that Manuel is the third-last person executed before capital punishment was abolished there). Her account of Manuel’s own death is also unsparing about the brutality of killing another human being. How much does it matter that it is this human being, who himself showed no humanity?

But overall The Long Drop is, as Mina herself says, a creepy story. I was gripped by it even as I hated reading it—not just because it will be hard to shake off the graphic details but because I felt I was falling into prurience in spite of myself and maybe also in spite of Mina. I didn’t really want to know what I was finding out in this book, but I couldn’t look away. My suspicion about true crime has always been that it appeals to a troubling version of ourselves, the kind of person who is willing to look at real people as if they are characters in a crime novel. Isn’t that worse than enjoying a crime novel that doesn’t treat its characters as real people?

Catching Up: Recent Reading

I have read some books since Fayne, honest I have! I just haven’t had the bandwidth, as the saying goes, to write them up properly—which is a shame, as some of them have been very good. So here’s a catch-up post, to be sure I don’t let them slip by entirely unremarked.

clyde-gentleman-overboardThe best of them was undoubtedly Herbert Clyde Lewis’s Gentleman Overboard, which I was inspired to read by listening to Trevor and Paul talk about it on the Mookse and the Gripes podcast. It is a slim little book with a simple little story, but it contains vast depths of insight and feeling, and even some touches of humor, as it follows Henry Preston Standish overboard into the Pacific Ocean and then through the many hours he spends floating and treading water and hoping not to drown before the ship he had been traveling on comes back to pick him up. We also get to see how the folks on board react when he’s discovered to be missing, and we follow his thoughts and memories, learning more about him and how he came to be where he is—not in the ocean, which is easily and bathetically explained (he slips on a spot of grease at just the wrong moment when he’s in just the wrong place), but sailing from Honolulu to Panama in the first place.

I just loved this novel, which struck me as elegantly balanced between Standish’s individual experience, written with a pitch-perfect blend of comedy and pathos, and parable-like reflections on life and death more generally. Three small samples, just as teasers, from different moments in the book—one from before Standish’s slip and fall, one from his time in the water, and the other from the perspective of one of his shipboard companions:

The whole world was so quiet that Standish felt mystified. The lone ship plowing through the broad sea, the myriad of stars fading out of the wide heavens—these were all elemental things that soothed and troubled Standish. It was as if he were learning for the first time that all the vexatious problems of his life were meaningless and unimportant; and yet he felt ashamed at having had them in the same world that could create such a scene as this.

Not dead yet, Standish thought. And not alive either; before walking away and leaving his inert remains to shift for themselves it would be best to think of life as he had lived it; not of the ordinary events . . . but of the extraordinary things that had happened in his insufficient thirty-five years. And with each thought a pang came to his heart that had shattered, a pang of regret that he could not go on like other men having new extraordinary experiences day after day.

He went down to his favorite spot on the well deck and gazed out at the sea and the materializing stars in the heaven. It defied his imagination. You could not think of this vastness one moment and then the next moment think of a puny bundle of humanity lost in its midst. One was so much bigger than the other; the human mind simply could not cope with the two together.

Friend-Sails-In_low-resI also really appreciated Molly Peacock’s A Friend Sails in on a Poem, which is an account of her long personal and working friendship with fellow poet Phillis Levin. It is a blend of memoir and craft book, which might not work for every reader, but I found the insider perspective on how poems are created and shaped fascinating and illuminating. Peacock includes some of the poems that she talks about; this was my favorite:

The Flaw

The best thing about a hand-made pattern
is the flaw.
Sooner or later in a hand-loomed rug,
among the squares and flattened triangles,
a little red nub might soar above a blue field,
or a purple cross might sneak in between
the neat ochre teeth of the border.
The flaw we live by, the wrong color floss,
now wreathes among the uniform strands
and, because it does not match,
makes a red bird fly,
turning blue field into sky.
It is almost, after long silence, a word
spoken aloud, a hand saying through the flaw,
I’m alive, discovered by your eye.

Peacock talks often in the book about her interest in poetic form; I liked this explanation of its value:

Form does something else vigorously physical: it compresses. Because you have to meet a limit—a line length, a number of syllables, a rhyme—you have to stretch or curl a thought to meet that requirement. Curiously, as the lyrical mind works to answer that demand, the unconscious is freed to experience its most playful and most dangerous feelings. Form is safety, the safe place in which we can be most volatile.

A Friend Sails in on a Poem is not an effusive book, but there’s something uplifting about its record of a friendship between women that is shaped by shared artistic and intellectual interests and not threatened by the differences between them as people and as writers. There’s no melodrama, not even really any narrative tension, around their friendship; the book’s momentum comes solely and, I thought, admirably simply from the movement of the two poets in tandem through time.

Smith BeautifulI was more ambivalent about Maggie Smith’s You Could Make This Place Beautiful. At times I found its fragmentary structure annoying in the way I often feel about books that read to me as unfinished, deliberately or not. But I also thought some of the rhetorical devices Smith uses to structure it were very effective, especially her reflections on the questions, usually well-meaning, people have asked her about the breakdown of her marriage, her divorce, and her writing about it: there are the answers she would like to give,  typically raw, fraught, and conflicted, reflecting the complexity of her feelings and experiences, which defy straightforward replies; and then there are the answers she does give, neater, shorter, sanitized. That rang true to me, as it probably does to anyone who has been through something difficult and knows that when people ask how you are doing, they are not really, or are only rarely, asking for the real answer.

Smith’s story also felt very specific, very particular to me. She remarks in a few instances that she is writing it because perhaps it will become something other people can use, but her care not to extrapolate or generalize, while I suppose appropriate to such a personal kind of memoir, seemed to me to work against that possibility. Others might well disagree, and I can see making the argument that the portable value of her book lies precisely in its modeling of how to be honest and vulnerable about something so intimate. In the spirit of her viral poem “Good Bones,” You Could Make This Place Beautiful (a title which itself comes from that poem), Smith’s book is, ultimately, about repair, about how even a situation that seems like a hopeless ruin can, with some time and a lot of effort, become habitable again:

Something about being at the ocean always reminds me of how small I am, but not in a way that makes me feel insignificant. It’s a smallness that makes me feel a part of the world, not separate from it. I sat down in a lounge chair and opened the magazine to my poem [“Bride”], the thin pages flapping in the wind. IN that moment, I felt like I was where I was meant to be, doing what I was supposed to be doing.

Life, like a poem, is a series of choices.

Something had shifted, maybe just slightly, but perceptibly. I remember feeling the smile on my face the whole walk back to the hotel, hoping it didn’t seem odd to the people around me. I stopped at the drawbridge that lifted so the boats could go under. The whole street lifted up right in front of me. Nothing seemed impossible anymore. Everything was possible.

OK, maybe! The optimism is welcome, and maybe authentic, though (and again, others might disagree) it feels a bit forced to me here, whereas “Good Bones” has a quality of wistfulness to it that I like better.

LondonRulesFinally, I just finished Mick Herron’s London Rules, the third (or possibly fourth?) of his Slough House books that I’ve read. It was thoroughly entertaining, and I read it at a brisk pace as a result, but by the end it did strike me as a risk that the series’ signature elements, including Lamb’s flatulence and the various other Slow Horses’ quirks, could wear a bit thin.

I’m reading for work too, of course, most recently The Murder of Roger Ackroyd in Mystery & Detective Fiction and a cluster of works on ‘fallen women’ for my Victorian ‘Woman Question’ seminar—DGR’s “Jenny,” Augusta  Webster’s “A Castaway,” and Elizabeth Gaskell’s “Lizzie Leigh,” a story I love (I wrote about it here the last time I taught it in person, which seems a lifetime ago). As always, I am thinking about ways to shake up the reading list for the mystery class, if only to bring in at least one book more recent than the early 1990s, which used to seem very current but of course is not any longer. A student asked today, in the context of our discussion of the moral discomfort possibly created by the “cozy” subgenre, whether we were going to talk about true crime in the course. We aren’t, because no example of it is assigned and because the course is specifically about crime “fiction”, but one idea I’ve been kicking around is Denise Mina’s The Long Drop, which is a novelization of a true crime case. I haven’t read it yet, so that’s obviously what I need to do next, but I listened to a podcast episode with her talking about it and it was really fascinating.

LibraryStackI hope to get back to more regular blogging about books, and about my classes, an exercise in self-reflection that I’ve missed. It has been a very busy and often stressful couple of months, for personal reasons (about which, as I have said before, more eventually, perhaps), but whenever I do settle in to write here I am reminded of how good it feels, of how much I enjoy the both the freedom to say what I think and the process of figuring out what that is! My current reading (slowly, in the spirit of Kim and Rebecca’s #KateBriggs24 read-along, though I am not an official participant) is Kate Brigg’s The Long Form, which I am enjoying a lot; I’m experimenting with having more than one book on the go, as well, so now that I’ve finished London Rules I will go back to my tempting stack of library books and pick another to contrast with Briggs, perhaps Auður Ava Ólafsdóttir’s Hotel Silence, since I liked Butterflies in November a lot. I hope to get through all the books in that stack before they come due—but I know I’m not the only reader who finds that their aspirations of this kind, and the pace of their library holds, can exceed their capacity!

Prickle: Ann-Marie MacDonald, Fayne

FayneThis negligible bit of me—long a minor distraction—had come to exert a disproportionate claim upon my attention. But I was fond of it—protective, even, for were it a person, it would be given to ecstatic leapings from the nearest precipice. Fond? I loved it. It was part of me, yet separate too, like an external little beating heart—nay, like another self; as if within it lay a little mind and soul and history . . . 

Of the two neo-Victorian novels I’ve read this month, Zadie Smith’s The Fraud and Ann-Marie MacDonald’s Fayne, I much preferred MacDonald’s: from start to finish, it was just a lot more fun, and though of course it’s possible I underestimate Smith’s novel, Fayne also struck me as being much richer, in ideas and in its expression of them. It’s also a bit messier, aesthetically and maybe also thematically: I relished MacDonald’s scene setting, redolent of the Gothic and sensation fiction that are clearly her inspirations, and she pulls off a lot of the suspense elements as well, but by the end I felt like she was checking off an overly-long list of “things I wanted to include in this novel” and what had been an engrossing reading experience rather fizzled out. But The Fraud at best interested me and at worst bored and puzzled—even annoyed—me, with its fragmentary structure and the absence of unifying significance at its heart. I’d rather read something that errs in MacDonald’s style.

There really is a lot going on in Fayne. Just to sketch out the essentials, it is basically two stories told in counterpoint, that of Charlotte Bell, only daughter of the reclusive Lord Henry Bell, and her mother Marie, who died (or so Charlotte believes) soon after giving birth to Charlotte. Charlotte had a brother, too (or so she believes—it’s that kind of novel!), named Charles, who died when he was only two. Charlotte is precocious and thrives when her father unexpectedly hires a tutor for her; they determine to prepare her for the entrance examination for the University of Edinburgh, but her academic ambitions are derailed when her father suddenly dismisses her tutor and takes her to Edinburgh to be treated for the mysterious “condition” that has justified their isolated lifestyle to that point. Charlotte doesn’t know this, but the real issue is what she fondly calls “Prickle”: she has always taken Prickle for granted as part of her female anatomy, only learning otherwise when a friend, seeing her naked, tells her otherwise.oxford jane eyre

We understand the truth much sooner than Charlotte does, and much more clearly than most of the novel’s characters do—or at any rate, we have better vocabulary now to explain it than they do: Charlotte is an intersex character, born with traits that don’t neatly correspond to a male – female binary. When she is born, she is taken to be a boy, but then discovered to have what the Bells’ doctor calls “a monstrous clitoris,” not a penis, as well as a “feminine genital suite.” Their doctor declares it a case of “pseudo-hermaphroditism”; all the shocked parents understand is that their son is, or should be (according to the doctor) considered and raised as a daughter.

The confusion around Charlotte’s gender identity is the crux of the many plot strands in the novel, which all in various ways revolve around what it meant to “be” a man or a woman in its world—from differences in upbringing and education to issues of marital and property rights, from sexual experiences and romantic relationships to medical treatment and professional opportunities. I think it is not a spoiler to say clearly (because I thought it was pretty obvious from very early in the novel) that Charlotte began her life as Charles. Though it is with the best intentions that Henry Bell undertakes to transform his child unequivocally into Charlotte, even as other characters (with some devastating consequences) prove unable to accept the resulting erasure (as they see it) of Charles, the novel makes it clear that both sides are wrong to insist that these identities are incompatible or mutually exclusive—or that characteristics or personalities can and should conform to narrowly defined notions of masculinity or femininity. To give one specific example from the novel, after Charlotte is “treated” by having Prickle surgically removed, her father is assured that her intellectual aspirations will fade away provided he also does his part to shut them down by constraining her to ladylike activities.

collinsTo anyone familiar with the rigid strictures women faced in the 19th-century, some aspects of Fayne will be predictable, even with the device of an intersex character to subvert the binaries they were based on. Fayne succeeds because MacDonald is a fine storyteller who has more to say than “the times were unfair to women,” or maybe more accurately more she wants to do than just offer this critique (which is not to say it’s not an important critique, or that through the character of Charles / Charlotte she doesn’t extend it significantly). Everything about Fayne suggests that MacDonald wants to have fun as a novelist by writing an unabashedly melodramatic novel with her own variations on the kinds of twists and surprises we get in Gothic or sensation fiction: mistaken or secret identities, false confinements, drugs, sexual secrets, lost heirs, treachery and deceptions of all kinds—but also true-hearted friends and allies pointing the way towards solutions to these mysteries and towards a future in which the people we come to care for will be safe and happy. Overall, it works! It is fun, gripping, surprising, infuriating, and often touching. And, not incidentally, Charlotte herself is a fine addition to the list of 19th-century literary heroines who put up lively resistance to oppressive norms: Jane Eyre, Maggie Tulliver, and Marion Halcombe, for starters. There are many moments in Fayne that are clearly nods to Charlotte’s rebellious predecessors.

About half way into Fayne I did start to worry that the novel was too long: would it be good enough to sustain me through all of its 720 pages? It almost was, especially as more and more actually started to happen. But I found the last 50 or so pages disappointing: they read almost as if the novel had been intended to be another 200 pages long but MacDonald decided (or was told) to wrap it up so she whisked us through the remaining developments, adding to them, also, what struck me anyway as an unnecessary supernatural or preternatural element, and then ending on a didactic, almost prophetic note. Perhaps it was important to MacDonald’s project that she bring her 19th-century story forward to the present day; maybe she felt it needed to seem less like a historical curiosity and more like a contemporary commentary. I think readers can make those kinds of connections themselves: the premise of Fayne alone is enough to make us aware that we are reading an intervention into our historical and literary ideas about the 19th century, one that has special urgency because its questions about why it should matter so much to anyone whether a child identifies as, or is identified as, a boy or a girl—why the possibility that there are other options should spark so much hate and fear—are so politically fraught today.TheFraud

But no lover of actual Victorian novels can be too picky about some excesses or spillage in the writing of a neo-Victorian novel: the irrepressibility of Fayne is what is most truly Victorian about it, and that sense that there’s just something irresistible about the whole exercise to the author herself is what, for me, is missing from The Fraud. I didn’t dislike The Fraud, but I’ll take a novel that’s a headlong rush into a bit of a mess over a novel that’s finely crafted but without heart any day. The very best writers (or, my very favorite writers, anyway) satisfy on both counts, of course!

“A Brief Light”: Samantha Harvey, Orbital

orbitalWe’re caught in a universe of collision and drift, the long slow ripples of the first Big Bang as the cosmos breaks apart; the closest galaxies smash together, then those that are left scatter and flee one another until each is alone and there’s only space, an expansion expanding into itself, an emptiness birthing itself, and in the cosmic calendar as it would exist then, all humans ever did and were will be a brief light that flickers on and off again one single day in the middle of the year, remembered by nothing.

We exist now in a fleeting bloom of life and knowing, one finger-snap of frantic being, and this is it.

Samantha Harvey’s Orbital is wonderful. I savored it, reading with the kind of absorption that has been rare for me in recent months. Its premise is so simple: a day in the lives of six astronauts orbiting the earth on the International Space Station (maybe not the actual current one, but one very like it), watching its lights and its landscapes and its seascapes, its weather and its atmosphere, in spectacular rotating variety. It’s a risky premise, too: it could so easily have degenerated into didacticism or cliché, or just have been let down by prose that couldn’t carry us where the astronauts go, literally and mentally. But it never falters—or, to give credit where it’s due, Harvey never fails.

Much of this short book is description, and it’s all meticulous, exquisite, often poetic, without being precious:

At the brink of a continent the light is fading. The sea is flat and copper with reflected sun and the shadows of the clouds are long on the water. Asia come and gone. Australia a dark featureless shape against this last breath of light, which has now turned platinum. Everything is dimming. The earth’s horizon, which cracked open with light at so recent a dawn, is being erased. Darkness eats at the sharpness of its line as if the earth is dissolving and the planet turns purple and appears to blur, a watercolour washing away.

Those of us who’ve been on Twitter a long time probably remember how magical it was when Chris Hadfield was sharing his photographs of the earth from the ISS.* A few years ago I bought our family his book You Are Here as a Christmas present, and the pictures were still remarkable, but there was something about knowing they were beaming down to us from space that made them more magical the first time. You might wonder (I did, at first), what the point might be of reading about these views when you can look at them for yourself, albeit by proxy. But there’s something differently but equally magical about Harvey’s descriptions, which convey not just awe or aesthetic appreciation but a profound tenderness for our miraculous, unlikely, impermanent floating home. If only we could see it as the astronauts aboard the space station do:

The earth, from here, is like heaven. It flows with colour. A burst of hopeful colour. When we’re on that planet we look up and think heaven is elsewhere, but here is what the astronauts and cosmonauts sometimes think: maybe all of us born to it have already died, and are in an afterlife. If we must go to an improbable, hard-to-believe-in place when we die, that glassy, distant orb with its beautiful lonely light shows could well be it.

hadfield-coverOrbital does more, though, than indulge in this potentially saccharine vision of a perfect world spoiled, pointlessly, by human squabbles, greed, and violence. This is a common starting point, the novel proposes, including for the astronauts, initially overwhelmed by the invisibility of the borders and boundaries that motivate so much hostility and cause so much death:

Can humans not find peace with one another? With the earth? . . . Can we not stop tyrannising and destroying and ransacking and squandering this one thing on which our lives depend?

But there’s a naivete to that perspective, and to the dismissive contempt it inspires in them (and us) towards politics, which they gradually come to understand is not something trivial but “a force so great that it has shaped every single thing on the surface of the earth”:

Every retreating or retreated glacier, every granite shoulder of every mountain laid newly bare by snow that has never before melted, every scorched and blazing forest or bush, every shrinking ice sheet, every burning oil spill . . . The hand of politics is so visible from their vantage point that they don’t know how they could have missed it at first.

orbital-2The astronauts are also aware that their own astonishing vantage point is itself implicated in these forces; running through the novel is a debate, unsettled (perhaps impossible to settle), about the value of space exploration, about ideas of progress and the capacity of human invention to do as much harm as good. One of the astronauts, Chie, reflects on her own family history, including the accidents of circumstance that meant her grandfather and her mother survived the bomb dropped on Nagasaki. What story did her mother intend Chie to discern in the photograph she has given her labelled “Moon Landing Day”?

Was she saying: look at these men going to the moon, be afraid my child at what humans can do, because we know don’t we what it all means, we know the fanfare and glory of the pioneering human spirit and we know the wonder of splitting the atom and we know what these advances can do, our grandmother knew it only too well when she stepped off the pavement to a sound she didn’t recognize and a flash that seemed both distant and so close it might have happened inside her own head . . .

Or did she want her daughter to think “look at what’s possible given desire and belief and opportunity”? Is “Moon Landing Day” an inspiration? or a cautionary tale? or both?

The vastness of space also provokes existential questions. In a chance radio encounter with another of the astronauts, a woman named Therese asks him,

Do you ever feel—do you ever feel crestfallen?

Crestfallen?

Yes, Do you ever?

I don’t know the word, what does it mean.

What does it mean? It means, do you ever wonder what is the point?

Of being in space?

Of. Do you ever. Do you sometimes to go bed in space and think, why? Does it make you wonder? Or if you’re cleaning your teeth when you’re in space. I was once on a plane on a long-haul flight and I was cleaning my teeth in the washroom and I looked out the window and I suddenly thought, what’s the point of my teeth?

The astronaut can answer only about his own experience, and especially about the experience of being in orbit (“you will not feel crestfallen, not once”). The whole novel, though, is threaded with a combination of poignancy and buoyancy about the unbearable but also breathtaking lightness of our whole existence, that is an implicit response:

Our lives here are inexpressibly trivial and momentous at once . . . We matter greatly and not at all. To reach some pinnacle of human achievement only to discover that your achievements are next to nothing and that to understand this is the greatest achievement of any life, which itself is nothing, and also much more than everything.

To write a novel about this topic without succumbing to portentousness—to embody these questions, as Harvey does, in people who live vividly enough on the page to do our thinking and feeling about them in engaging and believable ways—is an unexpected and remarkable feat, I think, but what I’ll remember most about Orbital is just how beautifully Harvey writes about the views that come and go outside the space station’s windows:

As they traverse south the colours change, the browns lighter, the palette less sombre, a range of greens from the dark of the mountainsides to the emerald of river plains to the teal of the sea. The rich purplish-green of the vast Nile Delta. Brown becomes peach becomes plum; Africa beneath them in its abstract batik. The Nile is a spillage of royal-blue ink.

How could we feel crestfallen, living among such splendor?

*You can see a gallery of Commander Hadfield’s photos here.

Novel Readings 2023

PPP Snowman Jan 21 23The last two months of 2023 have been so frantic (about which more, perhaps, some other time) that not only did I get very little reading done that wasn’t absolutely necessary for work, but the chaotic atmosphere drove almost all recollection of what I’d read or written earlier in the year clear out of my mind. It’s a good thing I keep records! Looking them over, it was nice to be reminded of what was actually a pretty good year for both reading and writing. I’ll run through the highlights (and also some lowlights) here, as has been my year-end ritual since I started Novel Readings in 2007.

My Year in Reading

cotterWhen I was asked by Trevor and Paul at the wonderful Mookse & Gripes podcast to contribute to their “best of the year” round-up episode, the book that immediately came to mind for me was John Cotter’s memoir Losing Music. It deserved but didn’t get a blog post of its own, but you can read a bit about it here. It moved me deeply: it deals with some hard things (hardest, of course, for John himself) and although it arrives at what I described as “peace born of hard-won compassion,” John does not serve up any simplistic feel-good messages about resilience or recovery. What would you listen to, if you thought it might be your last chance to hear music?

Missing WordA stretch of uninspiring reading early in the year was broken by Jessica Au’s Cold Enough for Snow, which softened its spare, somewhat evasive prose with moments of delicate tenderness. I discovered everyone was right about Elena Knows and went on to read two more of Piñeiro’s strange, intense, immensely satisfying novels. I loved Martin Riker’s The Guest Lecture (which somehow got no mention on this blog at all, though it is the book I most look forward to rereading!). I found Valerie Perrin’s Fresh Water for Flowers immersive in all the best ways, if perhaps a bit too miscellaneous; I enjoyed Fellowship Point but not to the extent that the effusive praise and comparisons to George Eliot it got made me expect. Concita De Gregorio’s The Missing Word is a small book that made a big impression: it is about a mother trying to come to terms with the loss of her children, but it holds her devastation gently so we can come close to it (even those of us whose losses are similar), giving us “a place to listen, a story of love and loss to make up for the word we don’t have to give our grief a place.”

kingsolver3Barbara Kingsolver’s Demon Copperhead was not actually Dickensian, except in its conspicuously derivative plot; YMMV, as they say, but for me it was, overall, kind of a dud. Based on my experience with Drifts, Kate Zambreno (beloved of many in my bookish circles) is not really for me; even more off-putting, and disappointing because I have liked her earlier books, was Hannah Kent’s Devotion. (Supernatural plot twists turned out to be my pet peeve this year: that was the aspect of Daniel Mason’s North Woods that I could have done without too, and thought the novel would have been better off without as well, and a similar fault line runs through Elizabeth Ruth’s Semi-Detached.)

Olivia Manning, on the other hand, did not let me down: I finally got around to School for Love and The Doves of Venus, both of which are superb in that uneasy, gimlet-eyed way Manning is always superb. Anita Brookner, too, really delivered with Look At Me, although I may be haunted forever by this passage, which I first heard read aloud by Trevor on his podcast, an experience that prompted me to go immediately to the library to get my hands on the novel:

[Writing] is your penance for not being lucky. It is an attempt to reach others and to make them love you. It is your instinctive protest, when you find you have no voice at the world’s tribunals, and that no one will speak for you. I would give my entire output of words, past, present, and to come, in exchange for easier access to the world, for permission to state ‘I hurt’ or ‘I hate’ or ‘I want.’ Or, indeed, ‘Look at me.’

money coverI can’t say reading Martin Amis’s Money was a highlight of my year, but our book club discussion of it certainly was, so I guess I have to give Amis some credit; and I am glad to have ended my reading year with Diane Johnson’s The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith, which was a tonic, with its feminist energy, but also thought-provoking in ways I didn’t expect but really appreciated.

My book blogging wasn’t very consistent this year: there was once a time when somehow I managed to write up literally every book I read! I do still really enjoy settling in to write about a book that really got me thinking (or feeling!), and blogging in general is still the writing I find most intellectually liberating and stimulating, so we’ll see what happens in 2024. People seem to be predicting a blogging renaissance, as social media communities are fragmenting and “the discourse” (which, when it’s genuinely bookish, is to be cherished) is suffering. I’m here for it if you are!

My Year in Writing

It wasn’t my most productive writing year ever, measured by output anyway, but I got a few things done and out!

LittI wrote three reviews for the TLS in 2023, Toby Litt’s A Writer’s Diary, Jo Baker’s The Midnight News, and Daniel Mason’s North Woods. (Although I encourage folks to subscribe, so that this estimable publication can keep going, I am also always happy to send PDFs of my own reviews to anyone who asks but can’t get past the paywall.) Working on Litt’s book was particularly thought-provoking because its central conceit is that it is a literal (real-time) diary; it was in fact published (but not written) that way, on Substack a day at a time, so it mimics a blog. I admit I was disappointed when I realized it wasn’t actually a blog, and also I was sorry that the end result was a perfectly conventional published book—why not take the premise all the way and keep it available only online? But I would think that, as a blogger myself who often ponders whether the ephemerality of blog posts is a strength or a weakness of the form. If I had to rank the novels, I would probably put Mason’s at the top, but I was most pleased to review Baker’s because I am a big admirer of her fiction and successfully advocated for her new book to get a review in the TLS, her first notice there. (Does that make me some kind of influencer?!)

I wrote two reviews for Quill & Quire this year, both of books I really liked: Christine Higdon’s Gin, Turpentine, Pennyroyal, Rue, and Elizabeth Ruth’s Semi-Detached. I continue to appreciate the way reviewing for Canadian publications prompts me to pick up novels by authors I might not otherwise have heard of or tried. I would mostly likely have heard of David Bergen’s Away from the Dead even if I hadn’t been asked to review it by the Literary Review of Canada, as it has been nominated for some high profile awards: this was an interesting experience, as I was unimpressed with the novel on first reading but grew to admire and appreciate it more and more as I spent more time with it. Bergen’s prose is very understated and I have a taste, just personally, for writing with more zest or even melodrama (hello, have I mentioned that Dorothy Dunnett is my favorite novelist?). I ended up thinking he let his quiet sentences carry a lot of heavy weight. This was my first time writing for the LRC; I’d like to do it again some day.

Showalter Between FriendsI wrote two other somewhat more academic pieces, though neither of them was, strictly speaking, a “research” publication. One was a review for Women’s Studies of Vera Brittain and Winifred Holtby’s correspondence in an excellent new edition by Elaine and English Showalter; the other was an essay for a forum organized by my friend and (nearby) colleague Tom Ue on ‘teaching the Victorians’ today, which is coming out eventually in the Victorian Review. I have written literally thousands of words about how I teach the Victorians today: this was a task for which almost two decades of blogging was exactly the right preparation!

Finally, I did a lot of writing over the summer months for what I intended as a submission to a special issue of Modern Fiction Studies on ‘women writing in public.’ Unfortunately life got in the way in November and there was just no way I could spare the time and attention that would have been required to meet the early December deadline. I will regroup and reconsider; hopefully there is some other use to which I can put the research and conceptualizing and draft material I have. I feel certain it wasn’t wasted time.

My Year Otherwise

Yesterday marked two years since Owen’s death; inevitably, my mind and heart have been especially full of memories and sorrows over the past few days. I found it helpful and also, for whatever reason, so essential to write about my grief over the early days and weeks and months after he died. I have not stopped talking about it—how could I, why would I, when grief continues to be my constant companion? His death affects everything for me, every day, and it would not be right or true not to acknowledge that. But as other grievers know, though at first the idea of integration or acceptance seems not just impossible but offensive, over time the loss becomes a part of your everyday life instead of a cataclysm that makes the whole idea of an everyday life inconceivable. I would like to write more about what this gradual change feels like and means to me, but for now I’ll just quote again from Denise Riley, whose words about her own grief I have returned to over and over:

If there is ever to be any movement again, that moving will not be “on.” It will be “with.” With the carried-again child.

Blue Christmas 2023

“Smiling A Little”: Diane Johnson, The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith (and Other Lesser Lives)

NYRB JohnsonThe books by George Meredith in fine bindings line shelves. In the cupboard in a velvet case lies a drawing from the hand of another young lover, of a beautiful, large-eyed woman smiling a little, demure in her bonnet. Perhaps the artist is saying something that causes her to forget, for a moment, some bitter things she has learned. His enamored pencil does not catch, perhaps, a certain fated expression in here eyes. Kisses, from whomever, have left no imprints on the pretty lips. The young lover sees only his own kisses there. She will die soon. He will grow old. All this is more than a hundred years ago now. “Earthly love speedily becomes unmindful but love from heaven is mindful for ever more,” it was to have said on her tombstone. No one knows where her grave is now.

Reading Diane Johnson’s The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith (and Other Lesser Lives) is a disorienting experience. You think you know what you’re getting into when you begin—or I thought so, anyway. It is, after all, a period piece: first published in 1972, it is an exemplary contribution to the second-wave feminist project of literary reclamation, of resistance to the domination of men’s voices and men’s stories. Its tone, a blend of sass, defiance, and earnestness, reflects both the exuberance and the imperfections of that moment and that movement. Johnson’s project, in this context, initially sounds predictable, which is not to say it doesn’t also sound necessary and valuable, precisely as an act of resistance. “The life of Mary Ellen,” Johnson explains in her Preface,

is always treated, in a paragraph or a page, as an episode in the lives of [Thomas Love] Peacock or [George] Meredith. It was treated with a certain reserve in early biographies because it involves adultery and recrimination, and makes all the parties look ugly . . .

Mrs. Meredith’s life can be looked upon, of course, as an episode in the lives of Meredith or Peacock, but it cannot have seemed that way to her.

We are inundated today with stories of just such “lesser lives,” real and fictional, including novels about real but sidelined figures like The Paris Wife or ones like The Silence of the Girls that shift our point of view on “minor” characters in the great classical epics. When the subject is real person, the underlying point is always, as Johnson notes, that it is impossible, or should be, for someone not to be the main character in their own life. The ease with which, even today, we relegate women to secondary status, especially when they are connected in some way to—especially when they are wives of“great men” continues to be shocking, or it should be. “Must it always be this way for women?” wonder the ghosts of Mary Wollstonecraft and Mary Shelley early in Johnson’s book; “Here was one they thought might persevere in woman’s name. She had promise. She had courage.”

Mary EllenThat’s the book I expected The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith to be: Mary Ellen Peacock Meredith’s life story, with Mary Ellen herself placed, rightly, at its center. And that is what we get, sort of, in part. Usually what is known about Mary Ellen is what the figure Johnson calls “the Biographer” has said about her in passing, while telling the story of her famous second husband. “But of course,” as Johnson says,

Mary Ellen, when she married George Meredith, had had a past already. Had already fallen in love, had already been married, had given birth to a child—all those life experiences that we normally expect to take place after the close of a Victorian novel, had taken place for Mary Ellen before the story with George began. The real drama of her life may have seemed to her to have nothing to do with George Meredith at all.

Every bit of information Johnson could scrounge up about Mary Ellen (including from a cache of letters she came across fortuitously in a box under a bed in a small house in Purley, Surrey) has gone into her recreation of that “real drama.” There is a lot of it! Mary Ellen’s father, the Romantic writer Thomas Love Peacock (he was a close friend of Shelley) thought girls should be free-spirited and educated and brought her up accordingly (he was in effect a single parent, as Mary Ellen’s mother “suffered from one of those long, household forms of madness, or severe neurosis, to which ladies in those days seemed especially prone). Peacock’s approach sounds delightful, and delightfully progressive:

Mary Ellen learned to read; she was allowed to read widely, pretty much what she wanted . . . unlike John Stuart [Mill], Mary Ellen was given fiction and poetry, to develop the heart as well as the head. And Mary Ellen messed around in boats, like a boy, and learned to row and sail and swim. She grew up to be a fearless horsewoman, so she was probably given a pony early.

thomas-love-peacockAnd yet, Johnson considers, or imagines Mary Ellen’s contemporaries considering, her upbringing may have taught her to want things and to behave in ways incompatible with ordinary expectations for nice young ladies of the time. Johnson gives a brisk and basically sound overview of 19th-century gender roles and conventions, familiar to anyone who has read around in or about the history and literature of the period; she also rightly notes that the “ideal” woman (“innocent, unlearned, motherly”) was always a fiction, “encountered more often in the breach than in the observance,” although her image exerted powerful influence over how real women’s behavior was judged, as Mary Ellen’s history (meaning not her life, but the way that life would be told) was to show. Peacock’s good intentions may, ironically, have set Mary Ellen up for failure: “perhaps Mary Ellen Peacock would have been better off if she had not been so clever and educated.”

The first “real drama” of Mary Ellen’s life was her first marriage, to a dashing sailor; he drowned, tragically, very soon after the wedding, but not too soon for Mary Ellen to have conceived a child. Then she met and married the aspiring novelist George Meredith, who was a few years her junior: apparently he always said she was 9 years older, but it was actually 6.5; he also called her “mad,” but in Johnson’s telling anyway, there is no supporting evidence for that claim. Things went well for the couple at first: they had literary ambition in common and eventually mutual projects, as well as children, but their happiness did not last. “The Historian cannot capture a process so slow as the death of a marriage,” Johnson (whose most famous novel today is called, as it happens, Le Divorce) remarks pensively:

He would need some other medium than the pen to do it with—perhaps one of those cameras that photograph the growing of a plant and the unfolding of its blossoms. With such a camera we could see the expressions change, telescoping the imperceptible changes of seven years into a few moments. We watch the passionate adoring glances glaze to cordiality, grow expressionless, contract with pain. The once ardent glances are now averted; fingers disentwine and are folded behind the separate backs. Backs are turned.

ChattertonThere is a lot about how things then unfolded that Johnson (like her antagonist “the Biographer”) can’t know for sure. The crucial undisputed fact is that Mary  Ellen left Meredith, “eloping” with their mutual friend, the artist—and later ceramics collector—Henry Wallis. (Wallis’s most famous painting was and is ‘The Death of Chatterton,’ for which Meredith was the model.) They lived together adulterously and had a child; not long after, Mary Ellen died, leaving her still-doting father (and, presumably, her lover, but not her legal husband) bereft. Meredith continued to write novels; he also wrote a sonnet sequence, Modern Love, that chronicles the decay of a marriage much like his own. He achieved the lasting fame he always dreamed of and also made a second marriage with none of the turbulence of the first. Mary Ellen receded into obscurity, except, as Johnson emphasizes, through her pervasive presence in Meredith’s imagination and thus in his fiction.

So far so good, and it is good, though there is possibly something reductive or dated in Johnson’s antagonistic vision of the times and people she writes about. It is hard to engage with the otherness of the past, especially when its values offend one’s own cherished principles; I struggle with this too, in my own thinking and writing and teaching about women in the 19th century, and I caution my students about it, urging them (for one thing) to avoid the anachronistic dichotomies often prompted by our ideas of what is or isn’t “feminist.” Johnson’s book, too, is now a historical document; that it sounds so “seventies” to me is not its fault, and it is overall a good thing that to some extent we can now take for granted the importance of “lesser lives” of all kinds, without insisting on it quite so, well, insistently.

Johnson-VintageThe surprising thing about The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith, for me, was how much else it does besides reconstitute Mary Ellen’s biography. One fascinating aspect is Johnson’s self-consciousness about her own methodology, something that becomes explicit through her extensive notes. These turn out to be only incidentally about citing sources. A lot of them amplify or illustrate parts of the main text (for example, in the notes you will find many of the recipes associated with the cookery books by Mary Ellen or her daughter by her first marriage, Edith Nicolls). But others take on complex questions about how to do the work Johnson has undertaken, and particularly about how to understand the relationship between conventional biographical sources and information and the insights that are offered by an author’s writings, specifically in this case by Meredith’s novels. This is, as Johnson is clearly aware, a vexed issue: she raises the specter of what critics call the “biographical fallacy,” which can lead to “facile connections” between the life and the art, but also of the biographical tendency to chronicle the work “without imagining that there was much connection between that work and the writer’s ongoing life experiences.” She advocates what she calls, citing Frederick Crews, “a sense of historical dynamics,” recognizing that though a one-to-one correspondence is an implausible assumption, still there inevitably relationships between writers’ lives and what they write.

She is also very interested in the reciprocal influence of genres on each other, especially of fictional conventions on the form of biographies, and of the impossibility in any case of simply recounting facts (even when there is abundant and unequivocal evidence of their outline, as there is not, for much of the story she is telling) without relying on qualities that are not strictly objective:

But what, anyway, are the ‘facts’ of a writer’s life? That George Meredith had an erring wife is a ‘fact,’ but for him, the existence of those fictional heroines Mrs. Mount and Mrs. Lovell is also ‘fact.’ The one is an external, the other an internal fact. The danger for the biographer, or critic, lies in mismatching external and interior equivalents. I suppose there is no safeguard against doing this except, one hopes, common sense and a (no doubt) suspect degree of empathy, especially with the ‘seamy’ side of human nature . . . Which returns me to my point: the biographer must be a historian, but also a novelist and a snoop.

At many points in The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith Johnson the novelist is clearly at work: she has to guess, imagine, speculate, embroider in order to fill in what we otherwise wouldn’t know. Does that mean that her biography (if that’s what it is) of Mary  Ellen is not “true,” as the title proclaims it to be? Yes and no, I think she would readily say: it is as true as possible, factually, and where it cannot be true in that way, it is true to what her empathy reveals, or truthful about its status as empathetic guesswork.

The other aspect of The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith that I didn’t expect but really appreciated is pointed to by its subtitle, and Other Lesser Lives. More than just a memoir of Mary Ellen, Johnson’s book is a meditation on the whole concept of a “lesser life.” There is a polemical side to this, as I’ve already noted, a feminist advocacy for equalizing our attention, not looking only at, or caring only about, the great men of history:

Of course there is no way to really know the minds of Lizzie Rossetti, or the first Mrs. Milton, or all those silent Dickens children suffering the  mad unkindness, the delirious pleasures of their terrifying father’s company . . . But we know a lesser life does not seem lesser to the person who leads one.

Collier VanitasI actually found more powerful, though (perhaps, again, because this particular polemic has lost some of its urgency, though certainly not all of it), the sections of The True History that remind us that, from the right perspective, all lives are lesser. At these times Johnson’s book is less a literary history or biography and more a quirky form of momento mori, its attention to the leveling effects of death and time serving to puncture even the most inflated vanity even as it offers (perhaps) some philosophical consolation. “Whether Felix grew up to be like his Mama, or his Grandpapa, or his Papa,” she observes, in a passage characteristic of the book’s engaging yet disorienting blend of briskness and gravitas,

it is impossible to say. An old solicitor at the firm that always took care of Henry’s business remembers that he was a ‘tall thin man who always appeared to wear a long black cloak.’ Just before his twentieth birthday he entered the Bank of England and there worked with distinction, whatever working with distinction in a bank may involve [ha!], as Manager of the Dividend Department, for more than forty years and received a table service when he retired. He was happier than Papa, or Arthur [Mary Ellen’s son by George Meredith], or so it may be hoped, in that he married a pretty girl named Alice and had two children. Now they are all dead.

That’s an unexpected mic drop moment, there! It doesn’t mean (I feel certain) to suggest that none of what she’s just told us, or none of what these people did or were liked, matters, but it does abruptly remind us that in fact, all life stories end the same way. The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith ends on a similar note, more poignantly but still with a touch of the wit that makes the book such enjoyable reading:

Painters, writers, potters—all are dead. The greater lives along with the lesser. Things remain. Mary Ellen’s pink parasol lies in a trunk in a parlor in Purley [where Johnson found Mary Ellen’s letters]. Henry’s drawings lie in the boxroom upstairs. Henry’s little painting of George as Chatterton hangs in the Tate Gallery, properly humidified. The hair from Shelley’s head that Peacock gave to Henry, hair from the sacred hair of Shelley, Henry had put into a little ring, and people always kept it safe, but thieves broke into the house in Purley a year or two ago and stole it, and who can say where it is now? The turquoise vase from Rakka is safe in the museum; but I don’t know what happened to the majolica platter.

Virago MeredithI recommended this book for my book club as a “feminist palate cleanser” after Money. (I was also inspired by the great discussion of it on Backlisted, which now I will listen to again.) It is that, but I was pleasantly surprised by how much more it is. I hope the others enjoy it as much as I did.

Now the pressing question is: do I want to read any of Meredith’s novels? or maybe Modern Love, which I read at least some of as a graduate student but haven’t looked at since? Before I read Johnson’s book, all that the name “George Meredith” readily brought to mind is Wilde’s famous quip “Meredith is a prose Browning, and so is Browning.” I love Browning, so maybe that’s a good omen? The Egoist seems to be generally considered Meredith’s best novel, but Johnson’s comments about Diana of the Crossways make it sound like the one I’d most like to try. Any Meredith lovers, or at least readers, out there who’d like to weigh in?

Must Be Funny: Martin Amis, Money

money coverMoney, money, money,
Must be funny,
In the rich man’s world.
-ABBA

My book club met this week to talk about Martin Amis’s Money, which we chose as a follow-up to Hernan Diaz’s Trust—though I think it would not have come to mind so quickly if Amis hadn’t died relatively recently, meaning we had been hearing a lot about him. None of us had read Amis before, which is perhaps not that surprising: we are all avid readers, but we are also all women, and mature women at that, so not what you might call his target demographic. (I actually can’t think of another book we have read for which our all being women has mattered so much, except perhapsthough for pretty much the opposite reasonLady Chatterley’s Lover.) Also, then, probably not surprising: none of us liked it. Most of us really disliked it, or at any rate we really disliked reading it, which may or may not be the same thing. There was even some talk of burning our copies after the meeting . . . hyperbole, of course, but suggestive of people’s strong reactions!

It’s not (just) that we really disliked Money‘s obscene, offensive, ridiculous, pathetic protagonist John Self. We are good enough readers not to conflate the book with its first-person narrator, especially when it is as obvious as it is in this case that we are meant to despise him. (Also, Amis is not at all subtle about this distance, almost as if he wants to be sure we don’t think he approves of John Self: “The distance between author and narrator,” his avatar in the novel ponderously explains, “corresponds to the degree to which the author finds the narrator wicked, deluded, pitiful, or ridiculous.”) We got that point early on, thoughbut still had to persist in his insufferable company for another 400+ pages. Yes, there are some plot twists that complicate (maybe) our relationship with him. He does (arguably) become more sympathetic as it becomes increasingly clear that he is not just Amis’s fall guy for the greed and ostentation and misogyny of money men in the 1980s but the fall guy for the other scheming characters. Yes, too, there are signs of self-awareness, even self-criticism, if not necessarily self-knowledge, that (could) soften us towards him. “Look at my life,” he says;

I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking: But it’s terrific! It’s great! You’re thinking: Some guys have all the luck! Well, I suppose it must look quite cool, what with the aeroplane tickets and the restaurants, the cabs, the filmstars, Selina, the Fiasco, the money. But my life is also my private culturethat’s what I’m showing you, after all, that’s what I’m letting you into, my private culture. And I mean look at my private culture. Look at the state of it. It really isn’t very nice in here. And that is why I want to burst out of the world of money and into—into what? Into the world of thought and fascination. How do I get there? Tell me, please. I’ll never make it by myself. I just don’t know the way.

Yes, the novel is subtitled “A Suicide Note” so we know he’s on a downward trajectory, with despair and abjection awaiting him. Yes, sometimes his exploits are LOL funny, and yes, “at the sentence level” (as some kinds of readers and critics like to say) Amis’s writing can be virtuosic.

money-penguin-inkBut it matters (to me, at least) what those sentences are about, and also what they are for, and for me and most of the others in my book club, this was really the sticking point. What is it exactly that we are being invited to participate in when we read this novel? How far does “it’s for comic effect” excuse offering up the things Self says and does for our (presumed) entertainment? What kind of implied author (to let Amis himself temporarily off the hook) thinks that we will laugh, not just at how stupid Self is at the opera but at his attempts at rape? that we will be engaged and rewarded by a monologue that (however energetic and rhetorically ingenious) is relentlessly sexist and racist and bigoted? Again, we get it: John Self is an anti-hero, mercilessly exposed in all his vices; the novel is satirical, Rabelaisian, Swiftian, pick your poison. It is poisonous stuff, though, andto bring Amis back into itthere’s such a sense of gleeful bad boy “look at me” about the whole thing, with all the metafictional cleverness deployed as back-up in case the whole “I’m only joking” excuse isn’t enough. That it is such a popular book among (as far we could tell, only) male readers is disconcerting: it’s as if an uncomfortable number of them enjoy a chance to vicariously indulge the kinds of demeaning, exploitative, offensive attitudes (towards women especially) that they know better than to express in propria persona. As we discussed, we have all had the tediously unpleasant experience, at one point of another, of calling out sexism in conversation with men we know, or in TV or movies we are watching with them, only to be dismissed or shut down or worseoften, again, with “it’s only a joke.” The feminist kill-joy is a role we’d rather not have to play, but the alternative is to shut up and take it. Between us, too, we’ve had enough of the other kinds of bad experiences John Self inflicts on the women in his life not to find his shamelessness about them entertaining. We don’t need any lessons in how bad this kind of s–t is, after all, so what social or moral or other revelation can possibly come our way from approaching them by way of John Self?

money-3Our discussion wasn’t all negative. One member of the group noted that she felt John Self was a genuinely memorable, even iconic character, and we all grudgingly agreed that, hate him though we did, he was brilliantly executed: his voice (which is what Amis identified as the most important aspect of the novel, and fair enough) is distinctive and unforgettable. That we would like to forget it could, I suppose, be considered our problem, not the novel’s! Money also prompted a lot of discussion about the more general question of how far a novelist can or should go with an offensive character; we also considered why or whether Self is really so much worse than, say, the soulless ensemble of characters in Succession. We thought that Money would not have worked at all from the outside: what interest we took in Self, and any glimmering of sympathy we had for him, was entirely a product of our immersion in his point of view, which in turn became a test for us of Amis’s experiment, of how far he could go without losing us. We did all read to the end (though we mostly admitted having done some strategic skimming when it just got to be too much)and our conversation was definitely lively. I don’t expect any of us will read anything else by Amis, though. (Years ago, I remembered, we read his father’s Ending Up, which we enjoyed thoroughly.)

I thought we needed a feminist palate cleanser after this, so I nominated Diane Johnson’s The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith, inspired by how much I enjoyed the Backlisted episode about it. Everyone was on board, so that will be our next discussion, probably in the new year.